Revelation

I have to be one the worlds biggest procrastinators. So why not blog about it? Every single time an assignment is handed to me I think I'm going to start on it soon and get it over with. Does that ever happen? Rarely.
What do I honestly do with my time that makes it so difficult to get some work done? I have a job but honestly that doesn't take up enough of my time to be a legitimate excuse. Well, I also go to school, but unfortunately that is my worst area of procrastination. I really like school and I like being there it's just the outside time that I have to balance a little better. I've tried so many different ways to prevent myself from procrastinating but it seems to creep up on me every time.
I wonder if anyone else in the world is the same way as me or if I'm just plain lazy. I'd like to think more than that of myself, but I think at times I am nothing more than a big pile of lazy.
Even with this simple blog assignment I have trouble keeping focus. Two blogs a week is really not much to ask. I even enjoy writing. I think my issue here is coming up with things to write about. I think I'm thinking to hard about it. My blog could be an excellent opportunity to get some of these thoughts out of my head. Writing can be very therapeutic, I know, but I think when it's assigned writing is when I'm completely turned off to it. As ridiculous as that sounds it's the best way I can describe it. So from now on I'm going to just pretend this blog is a journal and I'm going to make my entries about my life. If I talk about the things that happened to me personally and what I think about them then I don't think I'll ever run out of things to talk about.
Too bad I didn't think of this sooner! See what happens? I sit down and write a blog and now I have tons of ideas. Funny how that works.